PARANOIA:APATHY

by KIKA

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I see you with my eyes closed
Dancing on the side road
I think that somebody's home
I look over my shoulder expecting you to be there
The sun sets and you turn me on
I'm scared but don't know what
Maybe apathetic love
I'm thinking I should just get caught

Don't know if I wanna love you or if I'm gonna hurt you
I slow down for the siren hoping that the road ends
I keep on getting older
i'm scared that I'll be bored of a monetary life and a few fluorescent lights
My body feels so fake and I don't know who to pray to
So maybe I'm just scared of
Maybe I'm just scared of you

I don't know what my name is
You're making me overthink my paranoid apathy
A hand around my throat feels so nice when I'm alone

I don't know where the road ends
You're slipping through my fingers
I guess you didn't need me
I'll cry until the world ends
Trying to hold you in my hands

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released December 19, 2020
prod. Haski

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